On a Break

I know I haven't been updating this here blog as much as I should be or used to be. I am sure none of you really noticed the break in writing but for me it is one of the things that keeps me, well, me. I have said it before but it is worth repeating, this is my therapy. You showing up and reading? Icing on the cake and who doesn't love icing? If you don't, you should be reading someone else's blog because I am all about the icing around here.

Anyway, lately I have been in a meh kind of mood. You know, a take it or leave it, not particularly thrilled with anything or anyone (myself included) kind of a mood. Just kinda blah.

There is no one single thing that is bringing this on me. Just an overall desire to have things, people, me be different than their current state. The lack of change or rather the rate at which this change is happening makes me feel unlike myself.

I generally try to be a glass half-full kind of girl but I am also aware that I am easily sucked into a debbie downer spiral. I don't want to feel so negative and mean about things but it is like one nasty thought triggers another and before you know it I am all everybody and everything sucks - again, me included. 

So I am working on this shitty mood of mine and thought it was best to follow the golden rule of if you have nothing nice to say, say nothing at all. Otherwise I will get griping to you about all sorts of stuff which will likely land me in trouble. So for now mum's the word.

I'll be back when I can be less cynical and bitchy.